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you know, sometimes i am very certain that astrologers must be on to something. there must be some part of the human brain which responds to the positions of the planets. how else can one explain taht sometimes it seems liks all of my friends are experiancing the same things? for example, this past week, i think we've all been learning lessons in jealousy.

i, for one, learned that before you go and get jealous every time a female shoves her breasts in your partners face, you should stop and think "does he similarly get jealous when others show interest in me?"
i was talking to max about my jealousy problems - i'm a very territorial, about everyone i love. i can't stand to see me friends with other friends, i hate it when my aunt seems to like my cousin more than me. so of course, i get a bit crazy when another girl is within 10 miles of rek.
i was telling all of this to max, and he said that he had noticed rek and i are very protective of eachother. i was surprised, untill i realized that, yes, it's true. whenevdr i'm sitting with max or anyone else, and after a while rek will call me over to him, or snatch me away and place me in his lap. i was very happy to realize that he gets jealous when i'm paying attention to other people, just like i get of him.

i've always said that a little bit of jealousy is good for a relationship. it shows that you are protective of eachother, and it helps build that sort of longing and lust that keeps things exciting. of course, i don't like too much of it eaither. too much jealousy blinds you, makes you hate people whom you have no reason to, and hate them with such unimaginable passion... after all, you think they are trying to steal your happiness. but i'm glad we're both a little jealous.

i hope all my friends who are in relationhips and have been learning about jealousy these past two weeks have had as fruitful a fortnight as this.