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today, i sign up for my courses. i am nervous. very, very nervous.
what if one of them has already filled? what if it's just one course, but it messes up my timetable? people have been registering since 6 this morning, but i have to wait until 4... and do you know what that means? it means there are 10 000 people who were better than me in high school. i'm bottom of the barrel here. i'm 2nd or 3rd round admission.... and what hope is there for me among those eggheads?