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Well, midterms are over, and Josh is gone, so I once more have time for you, o blog and o readers of the blog!

The past two weeks were... interesting. Josh being here meant I had to talk about dealing with my father, and make plans for how to change the situation, and having that talk was painful. I suppose I do have to change things with my father, because his ass-sein* is damaging Josh and my relationship, and that can't be allowed to go on. Still, life would be so much easier if I could just crawl under a rock and let the world keep on spinning without me.

I addition, I found out that Josh's plans to teach English abroad would mean that he would be gone for several months without any holidays, meaning there would be no chance of us seeing each other at all. Though he says I have nothing to worry about, my concern is that being apart for so long will certainly pull us irreparably apart...

Blah, I didn't mean for this to be such a sad post. I've mostly enjoyed the past two weeks, and I'm not really so sad as I may seem.

I got KMFDM's WWIII album the other day. It's al; sorts of awesome.
Need a new CD player desperately... And a summer job.

*being an ass