okay, i don't think i've ranted on and on about this yet (which is odd, since it's all i've been thinking about for a few weeks now), so that means i get to go on about it now:

when vit lost his job, we figured his holiday trip was off. instead... he's still going! he'll be gone over my christmas break, with is fabulous for me!
things get better: vit and i were talking. he's thinking about leaving earlier and coming back later. he's thinking og fetting a job in europe.

nothing's for sure yet. but right now it's looking like i might be living alone until university starts. ^_^

he-hee! oh how silly!
see, there was this film festival today, that i've been wanting to go to for a while. but max wanted to hang out with me and janice.
janice doesn't like film festivals. max didn't want to spend $10. and her parents are as weird as anyone's. so max didn't come to toronto after all.
but the silly thing is that i was supposed to go with mehaik. and i haven't been able to reach her for days. so i went alone.

it wasn't bad. would have been better with someone. but the films were good, and i enjoyed it. but, you know what? i refuse to be a little girly girl who won't do what she wants just because there's no one to do it with. i see girls do that so often, and that won't be me. carpe diem.