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Yes, yes, I am alive.
But barely....

Last night, I found out the Josh is planning on doing the teach-English-abroad thing. That means he will be going to Europe.
The training course will take place over the first three weekends in August. After that, when and for how long he will be gone for depends on where he gets a job.

The news pretty much destroyed me. I hadn't realized he was even considering going away again. When he told me, it felt as if I has run into a wall, a physical weight had hit me.

Well, now it's going to happen... Nothing I can do.