my day yesterday was kool.
i went to an employment agency, i got me a chai latte, i went to the eaton centre and got a new purse, i went home and took a nap, josh and i went for free frappachinos, and then i had "girls night."
girls night turned out to be co-ed ice cream night. the load of us watched romeo + juliet, and damn i was glad josh wasn't there - i am such a wuss with that movie. i'm all sighing and swooning at all the sweet lines, and the fact that i was fully aware how it ended did not stop me from screaming at the tv "don't listen to balthasar! no one tells him anything! call the priest!!!" or "she's alive you moron!!!"
mandy and mitul didn't want to watch, and they kidnapped greg, so i got to cuddle on the couch with my addy-kins and my seany-kins. i think one of my highlights for the evening was adnan and me doing the "couch tango." priceless. ^_^
then there was much ice cream had by all. joy was proclaimed throughout the land.

i am currently in the middle of my Massive Room Cleaning. i've been lusting for this cleaning for a long time yet, and now it's happening! so yeah, back to work for me.

ala michelle.

FIRST...
First best friend: Lena.
First car: none yet, but when I have it, it will be "The Pimpmobile."
First (real) date: Grade 6, winter.
First real kiss: March 15, 2002.
First break-up: June 29, 2002.
First screen name: Probably Elf.
First self purchased album: Eiffel 65.
First funeral: None.
First pets: The first one I remember was the canary my dad caught.
First piercing/tattoo: None.
First credit card: Debit.
First (true?) love: This one.
First enemy: Mladen and the other boy from my kindergarten class. They tried to pull my pants down when they captured me. I should have cited the Geneva Convention.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Michael Jackson.

LAST...
Last car ride: My dad drove me to the subway before one of my exams last week.
Last kiss: Wednesday night.
Last good cry: When my dad and I had a really big fight on the night of April 28th.
Last library book checked out: "Moo" by Jane Smily.
Last movie seen: Big Fish
Last beverage drank: Glass of milk last night.
Last food consumed: Tuna-cheese-melt.
Last crush: Depends on how you count it. For flavour, I'm gonna say Mike, because I kinda liked him until last fall when I saw him looking like a bum.
Last phone call: Called Mitul, told her to come over.
Last time showered: Yesterday.
Last shoes worn: Moccasins.
Last CD played: Live "Birds of Prey"
Last item bought: Two tank-tops from Fairweather.
Last annoyance: The chai latte at Second Cup wasn't as good as the one from Starbucks.
Last disappointment: My calc exam.
Last time wanting to die: Every moment of every day from when school started until when it ended.
Last time scolded: April 29th, I think. Told I was irresponsible, or something.
Last shirt worn: I'm currently wearing the grey T-shit I sleep in. Does that count?
Last website visited: Michelle's Livejournal.
Last word you said: "Stupid W-Network...." (There's no "Dharma and Greg" on Fridays)
Last song you sang: Can't remember the name, but it's the one that goes "He's everything you want, he's everything you need, he's everything inside of you that your wish you could be..."

WHAT...
What is in your CD player?: Nothing.
What color socks are you wearing?: They are THE COLOUR OF MY FLESH!!!
What color of underwear are you wearing?: Pink!
What's under your bed?: Shelves. In those shelves: Wires, box of candles, box of letters, blank floppy disks, CDs that don't work, phone, and a lot of old comic books from Yugoslavia.
What time did you wake up today?: I woke up at 8, got up at 9:30.
Where do you want to go?: Belgrade or Budapest.
What is your career going to be?: Vega Janic - Atom Smasher!!!!
Where are you going to live?: Toronto, but I'd be cool with somewhere else. Or nowhere. I'd love to be a nomad.
How many kids do you want?: None, unless they don't turn out to suck. If they rock, then 2 or 3.
What kind of car(s): Something low-slung, sexy, and black.

CURRENT
Current mood: Sleepy, hungry.
Current music: CrazyTown “Butterfly”
Current taste: Morning breath.
Current hair: Tied up in a pony tail and very messy.
Current clothes: T-shirt and ECI gym shorts.
Current annoyance(s): Having to job hunt.
Current longing: A chef to make me a kick-ass breakfast.
Current desktop picture: None -_- If I had Jesus, it would be something neat and homemade.
Current favorite artist: VAST
Current book(s): "Moo" and "Hamlet"
Current color of toenails: Human.
Current time-wasting wish: That Max was back home.
Current hate: The people at the physics and math departments who take their sweet time grading.

mmm... here's what dash had to say about it:

breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep.
this air is blessed
you share with me.
this night is wild,
so calm and dull.
these hearts they race
from self control.
your legs are smooth
as they graze mine.
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
my heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery.
which ever you prefer.

the words are hushed lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here,
undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
man, that is so dumb.
stay quiet,
stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
my heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery.
which ever you prefer.

hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair
that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked
so I jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

i'm looking over at jim and thinking about what he wrote.
i understand the biological theories of human sexuality. it's all about making babies. everyone is promiscuous because it betters chances of having offspring.

the trouble with humans is that they don't want offspring. i've always said, if sex weren't fun we'd all spend all our time solving algebra problems, and forget about procreating and continuing the species. so nature has to give us extra impetus for procreating.
however, that doesn't change the fact that the strongest part of the human body is the brain. humans look at their bodies and think "ok, now i'll have some sex, 'cause it's fun. then i'll do some algebra."

which is why i don't particularly agree with the "biological theories." i can't buy the idea that humans want to procreate... or, if there is some deep-down instinct, i don't believe that humans are week enough to give in to an instinct that is so contradictory to everything else that humans want - namely personal development.
i think the fact that for as long as we've had civilized man, we've had people attempt to find ways to prevent conception proves my point.

on the other hand, my problem is that i'm very biased here. i've herd about people who really really want children, women whose "biological clock is ticking" and all that. still boggles my mind. of course, even if people actually do want children, i don't see how the "biological theory" of promiscuity helps, unless one partner is impotent/barren.
and now that i think about it more... i don't get people in general. if i were smart, i'd stop trying and just spend more time focusing on vega.

summer vacation rocks ass! in order to illustrate why, i'll share with you the biggest dilemma in my life right now: should i buy the white leather bomber jacket, or the pink?
yes, that is my dilemma. he-he-heh.

last night i went over to mitul's, where we attempted to make strawberry soup. suffice to say, it didn't work. many deaths.
going to josh's grandma's place for dinner tonight. yaay! josh is currently mad at me about two things, one of which i think he is right about, the other i disagree with. i just think it's kinda neat to be on the receiving end of anger in our relationship. :::shurg:::

back to washing dishes...
oh, and a happy belated may day to all.