Music is amazing.
I was feeling not-too-hot last night. I think I've been overexposed to humans lately. I'm so used to spending lots of time alone, and I can't quite adjust to spending all of time with others. I crave solitude.
So last night I got home, and was feeling blah. So I decided to write in my journal, and listen to some music. I put on Eisbrecher.
I wanted to preserve the mood I was in, so that I could write it down. But within moments, all I wanted to do was dance.

In gratitude, I post some lyrics:

Eisbrecher Wenn der Nebel kommt Wenn dich die Kälte beißt Wenn der Sirenenschrei die dunkle Nacht zerreißt Wenn die Hoffnung stirbt Wenn du den Kampf verlierst Wenn du des Teufels Hauch in deinem Nacken spürst Und es wird kalt Siehst Du den Eisbrecher Eine neue Eiszeit beginnt Komm mit mir auf den Eisbrecher Wir sind auf dem Weg ins Licht und das Eis um uns zerbricht Wenn die Tapferkeit aus deinem Krper weicht Und dir die Schattenwelt die Hand zum Gruße reicht Wenn der letzte Mann sich seinem Schicksal stellt Wenn es nichts mehr gibt was dich am Leben hält Und es wird kalt Siehst du den Eisbrecher Eine neue Eiszeit beginnt Komm mit mir auf den Eisbrecher Wenn die Nacht kein Wort mehr spricht und das Eis um uns zerbricht Und das Eis zerbricht

Icebreaker When the fog is coming When the cold is biting you When the siren's cry rips apart the night When hope is dying When you're losing the battle When you feel the Devil's breath against your neck And it's getting cold Do you see the icebreaker A new ice age is beginning Come with me on the icebreaker We are on the course into the light and the ice around us is shattering When the courage is draining from your body And the shadow world is shaking hands with you When the last man is facing his fate When nothing is left that is keeping you alive And it's getting cold Do you see the icebreaker A new ice age is beginning Come with me on the icebreaker When the night speaks no more words and the ice around us is shattering And the ice is shattering

Taken from here.

Just before my Complex Variables final, Adnan offered me a pound of his mom's home-made sweets if I did well on the test. Do well I did - or at least I got the 60 I needed in the course (Did I forget to mention that? I GOT A 60 IN CV!!!).
However, this taught Adnan a lesson that I hoped he would never learn: He discovered that I will do just about anything for Desi sweets. So, a few days later, when he was suckered into performing in a Bengali cultural dance show, and asked to find a white person to participate as well, all he had to do was look at me and say "I'll make it two pounds."
Last Sunday Adnan and I went to our second rehearsal. We spent the whole day there, in a severely underventilated room. I can't remember why, but Adnan upped his offer to three pounds. I will become very fat, but it will be worth it.

Today we are having another rehearsal. I am involved in a bridal fashion show (Adnan and I are the Muslim couple!) and a dance with Adnan in which he proposes marriage to me. This is very difficult, as I must look at Adnan with love in my eyes. It's hard to keep my face straight.

In other news:
If you ever wondered or didn't understand why I love Rammstein so much, go to herzeleid.com, where you will see the cover of their new single. I think it will explain everything.
On the Harry Potter front, the Lexicon has confirmed who R.A.B. is. Sparkle, sparkle.