sean and the girls have all done the surverys below on their blogs. i don't usually dig the survey scene, but tonight i was filled with the impetus to fill this out. enjoy!

1. Full Name: Biljana Vega Janic
2. What Do You Look Like: 165cm, 60-odd kg, brown hair with spots of black from last winter's dye attempts, eyes that change colour depending on the time of day, state of the atmosphere, my mood, and what I'm wearing.
3. Job(s): Selling tickets for Toronto Tours at Peir 6.
4. Hometown: Toronto, Belgrade, Belanovica/Kalanjevce, Bela Crkva.
5. Future school: University of Toronto
6. Best Friends: Mehaik, Mitul, Miranda, Sean, Adnan, Max, Greg, Davis.
7. Special Talents Or Skills: I've been trying very hard to figure that out... so far, we've concluded that I am the local expert on poet e.e. cummings.
8. Little Known Talent You Possess: I can sit in lotus posture... but I think we all knew that...
9. Character Traits I Look For In A Person: Confidant and self-sufficiant, with little to no drama in their life.
10. Best Number In The World: 18
11. One Pillow Or Two: I have two because they are both very thin.
12. Hobbies: Poetry, writing, karate, and reading my National Geographic ^_^
13. Collect: National Geographic, oddly shapped cans. I used to collect rocks and bits of glass and foreign money, and I still have tons of those. Also, I have a stack of old Serbian Mickey Mouse comics under my bed.
14. Dream Car: Something black and sexy.
15. Word Or Phrases You Overuse: "Dumbwad" "Your mom!" and any of a variety of ways to make curse words sound nice.
16. Boxers Or Briefs: Now that really depends on the situation. If you just want an undergarment, I'd say breifs are the way to go. However, if you want to be able to lounge about pansless, it's got to be boxer breifs.
17. Favorite Bras: Each has its advantages and disadvantages. But I guess my new one is my favorite.
18. What Type Of Deodorant Do You Use: Anything gel, because they're the only ones that really don't leave a white residue.
19. Have You Ever Been Skinny Dipping: No, unless you count when I was 3. I'd find it immoral, personally.
20. Do You Make Fun Of People: Usually I just kid around, but once I said some really mean things to a person I was mad at. She thought I was kidding, but I meant it, and I felt bad for using her trust to insult her that way.
21. Do You Get Along With Your Parents: :::rolls around laughing:::
22. Have You Ever Been Convicted Of A Crime: Well, there was the whole trafficing thing... and the brothel... but otherwise no.
23. Important Lessons You've Learned: What's meant to be will be.
24. Who Are Your Crushes (They Can Be Famous Or Not): Josh.
25. Online Crush: Ditto.
26. Boyfriend/Girlfriend or Husband/Wife: Ditto.
27. Tattoos And Piercings: none
28. Favorite Town To Chill In: Toronto, Budapest, Belgrade.
29. What Is Your Bedtime: 11:30.
30. Favorite Website: refer to this.
31. Favorite Sport(s): Karate, swimming, and anything involving snow.
32. Silliest Person(s) You Know: Me! And to a lesser extent, you.
33. Say One Nice Thing About The Person That Sent This To You: I forget. ^_^
34. Best Advice Ever Given: RLG205Y1 is not a social science. Yes, that's the best advice I've ever received.
35. Coolest Experience: White Pine, Muskoka, Formal (prom), Cottage Afterparty, trip to Greece, and all of grades 11 and 12.
36. Funniest Experience: I have those?
37. Most Humiliating Moment: Oh, I don't have those. (I just don't remember my funny and embarassing moments)
38. Scariest Experience: Now this one I know! I was at Adnan's and I stepped on a sweing needle. I though I would pass out, it freaked me out so much to see half the needle and the thread sticking out of me.
39. Scariest Thing You've Ever Done: Standing up to someone I love about something important.
40. Most Romantic Thing That Ever Happened To You: Every day since The Ides of March, 2002. (Yes, I'm a sap...)
41. Favorite Thing To Do In The Summer: Road trips. And, of course, swimming and ice cream.
42. Favorite Thing To Do In The Fall: Start school! No, really. It's exciting, starting over fresh every fall.
43. Favorite Thing To Do In The Winter: On a day when it's snowing, but gently, put on 10 layers, go outsite, and be awed.
44. Favorite Day(s): Monday and Saturday.
45. Favorite Month(s): January.
46. Song That Describes Yourself: Used to be "Not Like You" by JJ72. Now it's "Bitch," I forget the artist. You know the one, I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint...
47. Favorite Musical: None.
48. Favorite Animal(s): Elephants, Great Dane dogs, whales.
49. Favorite Movie(s): The Guru, Moulin Rouge, 12 Monkeys, American Beauty
50. If You Could Have A Tattoo Where And What Would It Be: Om on the back of the neck.
51. If You Could Turn Into Only One Animal Real Or Imaginary What Would You Be: Griffin.
52. If You Could Meet One Person In The World, Who Would It Be: Stephen-to-the-Hawking.
53. If You Were To Kill Someone, What Method Would You Choose: Bury them neck-deep in something very hydrophyllic.
54. if You Could Streak In Front Of Anyone's House, Who Would It Be: I don't do that. Besides, I'm not sure if the intent of the question is to entice or terrify. ^_^
55. If You Could Do One Thing To The Person That You Hate The Most, What Would It Be: Um... the obvious... make them get rid of whatever it is you hate about them. Usually, this means making them read a book.
56. Favorite Body Part On/In You: This little spot on my legs where no hair grows. Also, my hip bone.
57. What You Notice About The Opposite Sex First: About all people, of both genders, I always notice body structure and how they walk first.
58. Favorite Body Part Of The Opposite Sex: Neck, shoulders, arms.
59. Best Place To Mess Around: The Universe, excluding wherever your family is in the room.
60. Something You Hate: Incongruity (unless it's funny), George Bush, bad parents.

i would like to say that i am very much not fond of sean right now (and mitul, you're in trouble too!)
what's all this about telling ADULTS about the blogs? i mean, what happened to the good old days when grown-ups were the enemies? now i have the suspicion of jim having been here (thank you mitul) and mr. chen just posted on the tag board (sean...).
i mean, thanks mr. chen for the nice comment, but this is where i vent about my insecurities and family problems - and that's just the last two posts. you're not supposed to know about those things.
rightly or wrongly, we do tend to put up these walls. only certain people are supposed to know what's really going on in our heads. but my immediate concern isn't quite so philosophical, it is simply that all i say here is typical teenage stuff, the kind of stuff that's interesting to my friends who are going through similar situations, but must sound ridiculous to someone who is at least 10 years past all this.

to those of you who are curious about my current MSN name ("U of T elf/ i've noticed a direct correlation between talking to my father and suicidal tendencies"), allow me to explain.
last night vit wanted me to write an application for visitation with anne in my own name. i have always been opposed to being involved in this legal dispute between him and my ex-step-mother, but to him it's a matter of family unity. so when i didn't want to get involved he got off on his usual "i'm all alone in the world" rant. however, this digressed into what a failure i am, how i'll never make anything of myself, how i'll never make it to Cambridge... i think it's that last one that got me most. Cambridge has been my dream for as long as i care to remember, and for him to just flat out say that i'll never achieve it... that really hurt.
and yes, for a moment, when he was saying those things, i really thought life was not worth living.

i must say, i never cease to be amazed at the female species ability to be insecure. take me for example. after a year and four months, i'm still as sure that josh is about to leave me at any moment as i was a year ago. and i do realize it's not healthy and that it's only causing me stress that i simply cannot deal with, but i can't help it.
one can only hope that the legends they tell us are true, and by the time us girls turn 30 we'll finally be comfortable in our skins. here's hoping.