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i would like to say that i am very much not fond of sean right now (and mitul, you're in trouble too!)
what's all this about telling ADULTS about the blogs? i mean, what happened to the good old days when grown-ups were the enemies? now i have the suspicion of jim having been here (thank you mitul) and mr. chen just posted on the tag board (sean...).
i mean, thanks mr. chen for the nice comment, but this is where i vent about my insecurities and family problems - and that's just the last two posts. you're not supposed to know about those things.
rightly or wrongly, we do tend to put up these walls. only certain people are supposed to know what's really going on in our heads. but my immediate concern isn't quite so philosophical, it is simply that all i say here is typical teenage stuff, the kind of stuff that's interesting to my friends who are going through similar situations, but must sound ridiculous to someone who is at least 10 years past all this.