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i must say, i never cease to be amazed at the female species ability to be insecure. take me for example. after a year and four months, i'm still as sure that josh is about to leave me at any moment as i was a year ago. and i do realize it's not healthy and that it's only causing me stress that i simply cannot deal with, but i can't help it.
one can only hope that the legends they tell us are true, and by the time us girls turn 30 we'll finally be comfortable in our skins. here's hoping.