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you know what sucks? being a girl.
you know that really sucks? being a girl, and darughter of crazy a racist/sexist/heterosexist socially-left-wing-but-not-liberal jerk.
well, he hasn't done anything to me RECENTLY. but i'm just thinking how little freedom i have.
you know what really REALLY sucks? ditto the above, but make all of your girlfriends be in the same situation.
and then i complain about how little life i have! of course i don't, when you have vit janic and myko shevchenko and all those other dumb parents trying to "protect" us from the dangers lurking in dark swingsets and far distant friends-across-the-street's houses.

speaking of swingsets, irene and i went out the other day, swinging. i love that. i love talking with a really close friend like that while on swings, as the sun is setting and threatening to set and has just set. she and i start singing random grade 6 sings, and laugh how we don't know the words.
i complain, but life's really not that bad. i just figured out my s.d. problem, so that's great, i can live and not worry about why i'm not alowing myself to. but hell, some one has to complain, might as well be me, right?

i wrote a nice rant about the pitfalls of christianity, which i should type up and post... i really aught to stop picking to those people... but picking on them helps me work out what i believe, so i guess it's all good. i was annoyed with how little by basic beliefs have changed in the last year. but that's ok. i'm thinking i should write them all out, some sort of Vegic Manifesto deal. i tried doin that last summer, but i didn't take it too seriousley.

fun with mehaik yesterday. good play. not world-shattering, but good. irene got back with mike, but i'm starting to wonder...

vesna hasn't been responding to my e-mails, and i wonder why. either she went to india (lucky whore!!!) or she's changed her address. i want my auntie!! :::cries:::
i'm wondering if i'm going to s&m this summer (jesus christ... my country is now called s&m... they used to have these cute ads that said "i love Yu." now it's gonna be "i love s&m." ........ what's even worse is that i am calling it that...)

:::dies seven times over:::