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er... todd, robbie williams is a british pop star. whom i love. i am so week...
and, by the way, too bad about school starting for you on monday. when did your holiday start, anyway? ours was from the end of june, until the day after labour day. labour day is the first monday in september, which this year is the 3rd. so school begins on the 4th.
i have 2 weeks and 6 days until i go back to toronto. i hope vit comes to his senses by then: he took away my laptop AGAIN, except this time he put it some where where i can't get at it: his office, downtown. somewhere in toronto, in the toronto dominion bank building, is my precious laptop, with my writings, poems, programmed and unprogrammed layouts, e-mail lists, and, most importantly, MY MUSIC!!
i can't begin to explain how i miss my music! i have to ration batteries, dammit! i brought my mp3 player with me, and, fortunatly, it had a pretty good playlist on it. but the same 20 songs, over and over... sigh...

for some reason, when michelle mentioned boating, i remembered something i relized a few weeks ago.
i am afraid of the ocean.
not it's width, but it's deapth. sure, it's fine when i'm on shore, looking at it, being impressed by it's length and width and how simultaneaousley humbling and empowering it is. i don't mind being in it... so long as my feel are touching the bottom.
but i'm afraid of the open ocean. i don't think i could go on a long sea voyage. i'm just afraid that there's all that water under me, and there are things in that water than i can neither see nor fight.
i can't imagine how some people can live out on the water.