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utah somehow reminded me of a very strange day in grade 10. or maybe 11. i suddenly felt not quite sick, not quite depressed. there was stomach ache, head ache, and crying. i started bawling like mad. i was in the office telling them i'm going home when i started to cry. to the vice principa, mr. makenzie sits me down, and all i can say is "i'm so messed up, i'm so messed up..." and i'm thinking to myself, jesus vega, stop saying it, he's gonna think you're pregnant or on drugs or something!

I'M BACK FROM WHITE PINE!!!
oh my god, that was the best thing ever!
when i went as a camper in grade 10, i didn't really care. it was ok, but this time was amazing! i met so many new people, and i finally feel like i'm getting what white pine is all about. i am so in love with sean, luke, jenna, hayden, jessica, lee ann, and all the wittle campers who i met! it was so killer spending the week with them and loads of my other friends.
i loved the intimate feeling of the campfires, the crazy-assed halloween night, and MAD gym riot (though i was sick that night, and couldn't pull off a lot of pep. but my team got 2nd place, so we got a proper coach on the ride home, and that kicked!). the dance was sucky because the preps wanted sucky music, wich was poorly mixed. but i survived.

I AM JUST LOVING EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW!!!