body

i can't take this. i'm not cut out for university. i failed my algebra midterm (worse than i thought i would, that is) and i'm gonna fail my other two midterms. this is all too much...
i have a lab due in a few hours. i should have done it last night. i didn't. i just don't have it in me. i don't understand it, i don't have time, i don't have the energy to make time.

i honestly think i'm gonna fail first year.