body

i.
hate.
exams.
with a passion.
my head hurts from history and chemistry, especially since i didn't do even a fraction of waht i wanted to on the weekend.
:::expunges brain from body:::
today janice and i discussed if it is morally alright to swallow semen. she tried to argue that they are seperate living beings, and as such should not be eaten (at least not by a hindu). i argued that they are not seperate from the male who produced them, and since he willingly offered them, they may be consumed.

janice has a new hobby: making me jealous beyond all rational measure. she suggests that she's banging josh, and, though i know she's kidding, this makes me jealous like there's no tomorrow. i really wish she wouldn't do it. i am far, far, faar too jealous. i mean, i get jealous when a girl talks to guy i just sort of know and am not really interested in. and when it's about a guy i love, i go a little nuts.
i was talking to mitul about it. i told her basically "i know they're kidding, but then i think what if they're not? they can debate tougether like he and i can't, and that doesn't bother me that much, but he'll eventually get sick of it.... and i don't want him to leave me!!!" i sounded like such a wimp, but it's true.

had my last class with mark for the season. that's... ok. i wanted to have classes through summer, maybe less often.... of well.