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well, there ya go. habitual truth teller that i am, i told josh. he didn't openly freak out or anything, but i sincerly doubt that he was not freaked out.
yesterday was fabulous. for starters, i only saw vit for 10 minutes beofre i left the house. went to josh's, then we went to oak ridges. after the party we went with lourne and debbie for dinner. got home 9ish, and then i went out with sean and aswin until 11. went to bed. yay!
i find this odd, but i like maryanne. for starters, i think there was a little bit of fascination with "the ex." but, even beyond that, i had fun arguing with her and a couple of other guys at the party. she's great, because we disagree on a lot of things, but agree on just enought. talking to her, just as i'm about to start thinking 'jeez, what an idiot, how can she think that?" she goes and says something that i totally agree with. wish i had asked fro her e-mail. oh well. josh seems to well and thoroughly hate her guts. she said hi to him, and he just turned around and walked away.

it was great to see aswin again! i'm odd, i couldn't stop reminding him that i used to like him. it somehow related to every other sentace. i haven't changed at all: i still feel a certain ownership over guys i have to right to feel ownership over. i felt really annoyed when he kept mentioning millena.
but it was great talking to him. he is also like maryanne, the way we agree and disagree. i'm hoping he'll come by more often. if nothing else, sean and i can go to markham occasionally.
i also had a chance to walk around with sean alone and talk about stuff, mostly adnan. (another weird ownership thing: i'm really REALLY annoyed taht other people are now calling him "addy."). i was gonna keep talking about that, but i just realized doing so would mean revealing the secret, so nevermind. but i found out some neat things.