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well, i gotta make up for the lack of posting.
did my calc exam yesterday, then had sushi and went to demetre's with josh. we then went out and hung out with jordan until 3am or so. i was overly excited about that, because for me it's just so neat to go out late at night. not to mention, "socializing" is a rare and wonderful thing for me. well, not any more. ^_^
today we're apparently going to see rowland's new play, which i think will be super cool. at arts alive a few weeks ago, i saw a video that rowland had made. afterwards i ran up to him, hugged him, and said "you made me believe in high school art again!"

i had a pretty big fight with my dad recently. i'm trying to arrange it such that i have more freedom this summer, and to do that, i'm trying to be honest with my dad. he's not too keen on that, since it means he has to accept that i'm not little any more, and that he has to let go of me. and i can see how that might be hard for him - not to sound pretentious, but i'm all he has. he's in a difficult point in his life. and it's not like his life up to this point has been all sunshine and roses.
the process of "growing up" in my father's eyes is not easy on me. it involves lots of yelling and crying and being honest about things i'm not comfortable with him knowing about. but better now than when i'm 25, i suppose.

i'm gonna go bug josh to make me breakfast... er... lunch.