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........ i really don't know what to say. as with the first time, i told everyone everything seven times over. so i have no telling left in me. the jist to it is, i broke up with josh again. it hurts. a lot like the first time. but i guess i've had a week to get used to it. so it's not quite as bad. which is not to say it's not bad.

well, i guess now i can go back to worring about abnormal things agian. normalcy was never my thing. fun though.

to end things on a "positive note," (that is to say, on anything but a positive note, but it caputes me in a little glass vial, perfect for presenting to the world) "freshmen" by the verve pipe.

When I was young I knew everything
and she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor
stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice

I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen

My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says

We've tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lacking relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say