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a little story:
in grade 8, i was very lonley. none of my friends were in my class, all of my enemies were. i ended up hanging out a lot with a guy named aaron. of course, i ended up having a crush on him.
it was your typical middle school thing. everyone knew it, since we spent so much time tougether.
middle school ended. high school began. in grade 9 and 10 i didn't really like enyone. liked everyone a little. but i never truly stoped liking aaron. even last summer, a little year ago, i liked him.
then, last september, i walked into my photography class, and there he was. and i didn't think "oh! there's that guy i like!" i thought "oh. there's aaron. cool!"

the moral of the story is, you can't help how you feel. but, eventually, the passion dies down, and you see one love is like another, and that you can be friends. because nothing has changed fundamentally, just on the surface.

download "freshmen" for me, and listen to it till you cry. it feels good.